My steps with God have really only just begun but i feel his guidance in my head and heart. As i was an atheist and gay it’s been a tough ask but i can’t deny Him
I want God and his grace to transform my life and help me become a good and obedient Christian with all that entails.
Time to leave my old life behind and find spiritual renewal and rebirth with our Lord.
Hi @james13, I’m encouraged to hear that you are seeing God as a God of grace who cares for you.
What specific moments or experiences or insights have helped you to experience that God loves you?
All i can say is there’s nothing else i can think about. I have a sense of calm and perspective i think has been missing from my life. I can only put this change down to God’s love and caring for me.
Does it sound bad to say it feels like an addictive drug you want more and more of, maybe too strong but i’m praying a lot for God to hear me and Jesus Christ to save me.
I just want to embrace all that God is and i will, i have no choice now that i almost feel chosen?
Feel so drawn to transformation, i know it will be the best thing i ever do.
I also dont feel so alone, i have struggled with that for years.
Since i started to feel different i am looking deeply into who i was and how i behaved.
I don’t know why but i’m not finding men sexually attractive anymore either. It’s like something’s washed over me and have been at odds with it as i couldn’t understand it.
I’d love to think it’s God’s love and guidance that is leading me to a new me.
I could be all wrong.
All i can say is there’s nothing else i can think about. I have a sense of calm and perspective i think has been missing from my life. I can only put this change down to God’s love and caring for me.
Does it sound bad to say it feels like an addictive drug you want more and more of, maybe too strong but i’m praying a lot for God to hear me and Jesus Christ to save me.
I just want to embrace all that God is and i will, i have no choice now that i almost feel chosen?
Feel so drawn to transformation, i know it will be the best thing i ever do.